whats good yo. im back. caffeinated as ever and my thoughts are churning. its 09:18 in the morning and its fucking hype up in here.
i just wanted to hop on here to discuss something i feel about incredibly passionately and that is the fact that if you constnatly look to others for approval and the right thing to do, you will almost always run into unnecessary and often so unjustified doubt. as human beings we have amazing ideas and that are unique to us, and we've been designed to be creative and come with all sorts of creative solutions and thoughts.
however, often so, well i guess this was more so my personality trait ingrained in me (possibly by my family) where I always felt uncertain about myself on how I should be doing things in general and how to direct my life.
but at the end of the day, nobody knows the correct answer. we've been putt onto this earth outside of our will, and nobody knows why or how. crazy thing is that nobody has the real answers. we've just built up imaginations of certainty and touched down on "facts" so that we can feel safe and certain about what's to come. but at the end of the day, there is no truth. our governments are money launderers. rapists. pedophiles. nothing is inherently solidified and real. thnere are no real definite and comlpete and concrete or final answers to anything.
and therefore, when you always look to others for the answer and to validate something, its a net net loss. they doubt, the human part of your mind will instantly cause you to doubt yourself. and its possibly a very much amazing idea to execute on, but you're unnecessarily pushing back on yourself and creative potential and uniqueness just because you keep looking to other people for the answers and validation. and aye if they agree with you, so what, at the end of the day, they don't truly know whether your business idea that you're pitching will actually work or not. it's meaningless and completely futile.
what is absolutely amazing though is putting it to the test yourself and then evaluating the results yourself, then shift gears accordingly. only you know what is happening to you, and you know the situation you're going through the best. everyone else has a limited picture of it, and ive found that everyone really tries to impose this limited picture as the absolute proof on you. hey, im right, you're wrong, do this thing even though i basically know 10% of it.
also, its a heck a whole lot more gratifying doing something your way, and either reaping all the goodness that comes out of your own decision, or facing the consequences of firing on forward on your own path. nothing is more awesome than believing in your own ideas and having the freedom and confidence to direct your life in your own way. being enslaved by other people's agendas and instructions on how to lead your life is absolutely stupid. i'd rather crash and burn after directing my own approach than succeed under someone else's instruction that i didn't really have true faith in. and at the end of the day, you don't even truly know whether their advice is correct or not. i was asked to graduate with a degree and i would be guaranteed a job. guess what's going on with job markets and graduates worldwide now. would've been better off trodding along in my own path and self experimentation.
lets fuckin run it boys and make this one life absolutely awesome living.